Ok so I went to NY and I loved the city but things with the guy I was so crazy about didn't turn out quite as expected - plus I had my ex who is such an amazing and sweet guy come over the night before and take me to the airport. I realized while I was with him that things weren't really over between us - we both still felt a lot towards one another and I ended up very much decided that I couldn't run off to New York and get married to another guy when my heart was screaming at me, this guy right in your face was always what you were looking for but you didn't work at it enough, you just gave up you dummy!
So needless to say I returned home and wrapped my arms around my guy and told him I'd never let go if he only asked me to and he did :) *tear* :) I don't know what the future holds but I do know that for now it's not in New York for me, it's right here cozy with my family and an amazing guy who would drop everything to come to my rescue, who would fill my little travel bottles and take me to the airport to fly off into another man's arms and begging me to come back home bc he loves me that much. Ladies, there aren't many men out there like that so when you find him, hold onto him with everything you've got and don't let him go.
I plan on eventually having my own business and being my own boss - so tired of the rat race but what can you do right? thank you to all who are reading this blog - if you enjoy it, please leave a comment and tell others about it - I'd love an audience! :)
also meanwhile all this craziness is going on, another ex of mine basically says he'd love a second chance with me - what is that about??? lol it's like when i'm alone there's no one and when I'm not, I might as well be fly paper :p
well anyway if you'd like me to continue posting things and letting you in on my life and all the craziness that is me, then please post comments and tell people about my blog - thanks again!!!! :D
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